☆ b

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she mends all my heartaches and never leaves me feeling unwanted. She’s so heavenly but not just by the way her hair curls so effortlessly. No matter how estranged we’ve been our bond has never changed. How do you go on about describing a soul so pure? She’s everything soft in this world. I don’t believe in luck but after meeting her I don’t write it off. She holds a kind of warmth that seems to melt anything cold. I hope despite how busy we tend to get we’ll still always long to reconnect. 

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