☆ i was seventeen once
laying on the floor as the last five years of my life sync to songs. I think it’s comforting when music compliments stages of your life. I stopped feeling bitter over a year ago. I used to think our birthdays a week apart meant we were cosmically intertwined but the line between attachment and love is blurred when you're young. Teen years and my twenty first filled with tears over a boy who made it hard to notice the shade of brown my eyes were underneath them red and soaked. Rose tinted glasses aren’t indestructible and meant to be discarded when they’re shattered. I have learned the meaning of love through beautiful bonds and even when I experienced my worst days I never regretted it because it led me to a lot of my happiness. Im more than a chapter in my life and I’m not tainted. I’ve began to care for my soul the way I did for one that didn’t deserve it. I don’t wish to keep any memories of the last years but I don’t want to forget them either if anything I hardl...